can you take it all away?

can you take it all away?

when you shove it in my face?

this pain you gave to me?

gah. what can i say...um... it was a bad day? tch. for all of us.

What are with all these rumors?

to those people who have been spreading things...(particularly you). bug off. you think your affecting us so much, when really, we hardly even take notice of what you've been saying. I mean, seriously. What do you guys get out off talking about us. My oh my…nothing is going on. NOTHING!

go ahead and continue.

You will soon realize that your whole high school life has been devoted to breaking something that was never made in the first place. Hah. I will watch you try.

i have sources too you know. i know what youve been saying about me. about us. tsk tsk. some friend you are.

enough is enough.

i never really liked talking about this, specially here. as i said, its so public. but i figured... there's really nothing to..."hide". so im telling you now… no, i wont stop. coz there really isnt anything to...stop.

and to you. honestly, i really dont care about whatever it is thats been happening. Curious? I admit I was at first. but i mean, its really none of my business, so you cant go on accusing me of being one of those "gossip girls" who have been talking about your friend. hell, i hardly talk to her, so why in the world would i have interest in talking about them. i am caught up with my own thing so i have no time to meddle with yours. or rather, your friend's.

the nerve.

KKK: kakaibang klase

Joy. I wanted to take HRM or (duh) barrista for a day. But OBVIOUSLY that dint happen! Argh. I was going to go take photography, but I figured… I shouldn’t. so while karla and Monique were UBER happy they got beautician for a day, and kara rejoicing she had an assured slot as chef for a day… I was klase-less. Lol! Along with jella, monika, and prito. And there it was, a form screaming my name. there were 2 slots. So doi, jella and I took them. :) so while jel helped monika look for other clases, kara came with me to confirm my slot and go up to get our money to…buy food.

*Stuff happened.*

then… that’s it! Except… well… ill just put it in the *protected* entry. Lol. Sorry, I just don’t know who read this thing, so better to be safe than sorry, right?

Gtg. Byeeeeeee

today was very...complicated.

its as if almost all the people ive spoken to today asked me what was up with me. (i dont even think i spoke to alot of people today.) i had this rapid change of feelings. i feel like this... one time, then the complete opposite the next. a terrible case of moodswingingness. except today was really different.i couldnt speak. and if i did, its either i had nothing good to say or i would just answer with a simple "yeah" or "no". (the time i was well, in a not so good mood.) 

i felt so dull. then afraid. then heavy. then i found myself laughing...in the sewing room. so im like. yeah...its so NORMAL to be hyper during t.h.e.

so to those of you who i dint treat very well today, IM SORRY. hope you understand.

well, i finally got to catch up on the happenings since the last time i spoke to Maria. i switched places with Meryll. so maria and i just kept on talking and talking. about her best friend, old barkadas, miki, old best friends, new ones. so it was really fun.

ahhhhh!!!! courtney and ashley are coming back from the states this summer!!!  i wish celina can come back too. aww, eastwood fictures!!! yeah, we are already planning our whole summer and asking our parents if we can already go! lol well at least we are all sure of going to bora! (yay!) and then steph is planning this whole punta fuego thing. i want to go back to palawan! i think ashley wants to go to bohol. ive never been there though. i heard its really, really nice there! im excited already!!! its gonna be such a great summer! oooo, wait. hey! omg. ill introduce sila ashley to sila kara and jel and stuff! lol they are so gonna get along! i hope they can come though. my gawd, specially kara and prito! (those who are usually not allowed, you better ask na!) haha ill try and email cel to ask her if she's coming here for the summer. hmmm...fun!

ack. im moodswinging again!